i just reflected on the sorry state of affairs my studies are in...

i'm working way too slowly. getting distracted so easily by stupid things.

like gameloft mobile sexy poker 2009 argh i can't believe how much time i wasted on that rubbish. and i can't believe what it led me to do.

and i can't believe i'm posting that.

and this computer. i need to get off the computer. i need to disconnect this thing from the internet. i need to get over it somehow. i mean ok there's lots of useful stuff i can be doing on the comp but the thing is the moment i sit down here i end up doing everything but.

and i make excuses to sit on the computer for five more minutes, five more minutes, five more minutes, and it ends up as 3 hours wasted. 3 hours in which i could have covered that much more in physics or chemistry. 3 hours where i could have done a practise essay or two. 3 hours which might get me that many more marks in the promos.

3 hours which may mean the difference between ogl and also-ran

its all slipping away while im sitting here on the computer like an idiot, not noticing.

anyhoo, pw has been planned for friday night - saturday morning. overnight camp n spam ftw. location to be confirmed. i'm gunning for somewhere in school, just for kicks. lets hope at least that stays on track.

i'll be back. or actually preferrably not.

though i probably will be. idiot that i am.